Actively Hating 'The Great Gatsby' Movie

     I heard The Great Gatsby book was more about money and the movie was more about love. Well I haven't actively hated a movie like this since The Hangover Part II. Watching those idiocies from all the main characters for half the movie was insufferable.

     *Spoiler Warning*
     Why the main character's so clueless who don't know when to shut up and stay out of other's business he know nothing about?
     Why's these two dudes so dwelling on this girl who's uselessly indecisive like a tool she is?
     At the end this asshole was the least worst and the most justified one because he's married to a woman who can't choose what she want, and he can.
     And if a couple haven't seen each other for 5 years and the girl got married to another man for money, he should have moved on. I mean, he threw some good house parties. There were girls that pretty that dumb everywhere in his house.
     Then there's this desperate fancy woman who just runs straight into a freaking traffic because every men she choose to meet happens to be the kind who'd slap her in the face.
     Who else was there? Oh this girl with the black hair. She was alright, but sadly insignificant.

     Otherwise, it's a good movie and the concept had so much potential.
   
     I hope the book was better.

Flash In My Head

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Response to This or That : Dualism (Mind & Body) vs Abject Materialism (Matter or Energy)

     A Question :
     This or That (Choose one of two options)
     - Dualism : Mind & Body are not identical.
     - Abject Materialism : The only thing that exists is matter or energy.


     My Answer :
     I'm not even familiar with either of the concepts. But I'm going to do a bit of guessing and here's what I think.

     I believe in the soul, but not as what some religions say it is. I just borrowed a word from a religion because I don't think there is a word to describe it that sounds better than that.
     When I say soul, or mind, it's more of an energy we transform. Energy always exists in a variety of forms. And when our body (mostly brain) intake certain energy, it filters, fuses that trigger chemical reactions within or inserted into our body and exhaust it into different forms.
     Examples of these resulted forms are :
     - Someone posting this question while choosing the words 'This or That' to say it.
     - Me writing this blog to turn it into a ridiculously long comment just because of how much I love this topic.
     - Saying something that feels nice.
     - Playing music
     - Carrying heavy things.
     - Being easily stressed because of humidity or heat or what the boss said.
     - Writing a religious book.
     - Historical dead people heavily influencing our society, and their decade bodies soiling the Earth.

     I also believe in all of us being a singularity of a universe, which Buddhism and Alan Watts explained amazingly. Thus, it explains what is commonly known as 'Butterfly Effect' as our soul or our energy continuously transform and expand.

     And I'm guessing, these are all matters. Or energies.
     Isn't it?
     We named it 'Mind' and gave it some more happier meanings. But to me, they all sound like matters and energies.

     Mind, in my opinion, as with many spiritual / mental things that's made into words that does to me, is an illusion. But it is a pretty word and I have no problem using it when I feel like.
     So fundamentally, I don't believe in the sole existence of what is currently most descriptive with the word 'Mind'. And the fact that I have to use uglier words to describe what I want is quite depressing. And one of the closer-to-the-description word is the 'Body'. Maybe it's less depressing than most, but it's wrong. I'm talking about how mind effect things as energy. Why do I have to use the word body which only vaguely means any essentials of what I was explaining, just because it is closer to the description?
     I blame how the languages are made that's limiting our thoughts. And if I combine those separations of Mind and Body while focusing on matters and energies of the universe, it'll be what we now know as Abject Materialism. And truly, it sounds a lot harsher than what I meant.

     I have described Mind as something that is fused packs of atoms and electrons that's throwing and transforming the values of the energy. And I have no problem with that. Because that makes me a part of the universe. That's better than riding a unicorn through a rainbow!
     Abject Materialism. Eugh. But that is my answer.

Gentlemen's Vegetable

     If a woman is crying while having a sex, it's hormone related. Pad her.
     If a man is crying while having a sex, he's a bitch. Kick him off the bed and go play video games.
     Mmmmmmm, gender equality at work.
     Fail.

     If a woman is bleeding out of her lady's vegetable, it's a flow of the nature that men know nothing about.
     If a man is bleeding out of his gentleman's vegetable, well... shit. Sucks to be him.

Worst Public Pornography I Have Ever Seen

     I was in GwangJu having a lunch in the bus terminal, and there was a big screen outside. It was playing some sort of pornography where several skinny Korean lady models with tiny pants dancing all over the scripted pub. Long legs, sharp body. And their kinky pants in a setup like that must mean they're porn stars. But their waist and leg moves were stiff and boring. And facial expression was like they had a permanent facial surgery to be mannequins. They were also dancing with topless muscular dudes who were doing gym advertisement posing in the background. And I'm pretty sure I saw a Terminator had better moves than those meat sacks.

     So I thought : Who in the right mind plays a pornography that terrible in a public place? Play something more educational at least! And somebody fire whoever's responsible for this visual drought!
     Advertisement : Girl's Generation.

     Victims of aesthetics...

Public deviantART profile!

     Link : http://park0g.deviantart.com

     It would be my second deviantART account. There was another one I've been having for years. But that thing was a bit private and only people who ever saw that was the ones who are already interested in that certain category. It will remain anonymous.
     But a lot of my good friends suggested me that I should make a rather official portfolio! And there are a few works that I am actually not shy about. And this deviantART account will be where those are going to be updated.
     Also, deviantART is an amazing visual art gallery and I think it is the biggest art gallery on the internet. And I love collecting a lot of their work in my profile whenever something hits me where I tick. So expect some colorfulness on it later on.

Digital Art - Blackened Eyes

     Cute.
     What are the people calling this symptom these days? Possessed? Demonic? Alien? Puppy eyes?

     Modeled by Ashley R. Guerrero.

Job, Sleep and Magic

     I remember a quote from Game of Thrones when a girl tells a dude that he's like a wizard to her because he can read all them scribbles from books and papers. I really loved that quote. And then I was thinking, 'You don't need to struggle for an hour to fall asleep and you can do that at night? That's like a magic!'
    Ah, simple things and appreciation. Beautiful things.
     I always wondered what will happen to me if I have a job working at afternoon and my body refuses to sleep after midnight. I guess I'll find out in a few hours.

Guns Without Influence

     Got a new perspective about everyone owning the gun. You see, giving guns to everyone doesn't make any damn difference about either for the safety or the violence. Good guys gets the guns and bad guys gets guns with intentions. Balance will remain as exactly the same and all it's doing is elevating the mood, wether it's an element of entertainment or economy or for the number of body counts per minute. Nothing will be changed about how safe the life is. Because if anybody wanted somebody dead, they'll find a way. So say if somebody wanna have a gun for a luxury, I say why not. Keep it.
     Wanna hear what really makes a life safer? Healthier education and not pushing people to desperation. Plus, if I live in a gun nation, I would advertise bullet proof body armor. But obviously that cumbersomeness for a casual clothing has very little marketing value.

Christian And Demon

     Funny thing about this religion is that they practically accuse everyone for being possessed by Demon but walking on water is perfectly okay. And they said it was just one dude made this world in 6 days or 7 days or something and then pointed the source where a lot of it has actually came from is the Hell itself. It's kind of like thanking the God for the food and farmers can go to hell.
     Anyway, I'm assuming God and Demons are all created by people who wanted to believe or wanted to control people with beliefs. Somehow Demons are way more overpopulated than Angels, so let's just go ahead and say Demon are real for a moment just so we can have some understanding of their logic of how they dealt with them. Because the punishment was pretty real back in about medieval.
     I'm not even gonna quote about war and genocide they caused because of this Religion. I'm just gonna go a small scale and how about 'burning people alive'? Their pathetic idea of 'free will' was apparently that thing is a witchcraft or something, so it's better to burn the free will. And that said, something I wanna get straight here. Demon's from hell, lot of lava and heat and fire and all that toasty stuff. And people who wanted to punish Demon set them on fire for punishment while if that was a real Demon he'd rather enjoy that and feeling like he's back at home already as his possessed Human form is turning into ash. And eventually that Demon would be back in Hell or something. But did Christians believed Demon would get punished once they're sent back to hell? To me that sounds like a giving a dude a vacation home. And presume that Demon would know how to possess someone by now, wouldn't he be like "Ah that was a good time being back home, seeing my families. Now which baby should I possess today?"
     Well I know and also heard quite often that all those punishment things were just method of controlling people and not really wasn't representative of the religion. They didn't have TV back then. They had to make some impression, I guess. But lot of people actually believed in it and praised that insanity. It's just some people who would believe in everything but their own mistakes.
     Christian that believes in lot of good wills and having faiths in it should be a separate religion from Christian that talk a lot about Demons and superstitions. These Demonic people's just making me anti-religion while I do believe in about the same thing of the other half of that religion, only in different names of my own. And for good reason. And they're just keep saying stop questioning their beliefs. But they're just saying that because they can't justify the things that they do and hate to be wrong so powerfully at the same time, aren't they? Who's the Demon of Deception, then?